;; the past still hurts me deep inside ..

there's alot of things in my past that i miss and you're one of them you used to be my everything then you just let me down and broke my heart into a million pieces . :$ ♥

i thought i could never love again because i was too afraid that i would have my heart broken again until you showed me that there was nothing to be afraid of that it's only a part of life that we have to live through sometimes , but then i found somebody that i fell inlove with but i was too scared to show all my true feelings to you because i didn't know  you that you felt the same way about me then it all ended then i was once again heart broken. then the pain started all over again and i thought i could just act like it didn't bother me but the more i acted , the more it killed me inside , knowing that you did what you did to me , made me stronger then i ever was before.